phew - eileeney

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I don't want to live with mother-in-law she used to have Tb she is always looking at cynically at me what I want to cook myself she is stingy reproaching abt turning on electricity i feel so much despondent but i have baby i dun want to complain abt her to husband cos he will say that i am bad to see bad things abt her although she is helping me a lot.
whew! i have to be patient for everything life is

I want to do everything myself then depending on others like her
cos i know i need to recompensate otherwise they r thinking i m selfish just studying and eating what i like
so much stressed out to bear sth i dun want to and can't complain as i m afraid and m sure more prbs will arise
i m hoping one day my patience bcomes longer