10-29-2009, 07:17 AM
...to get over all this exam problems that I have?I still have to go for step 1 and have the feeling that I want to die or to give up.I am a very old graduate,and am trying to get licensed and after that to get some residency.
As I can see in the matching and residency forum,it is almost impossible for one like me to get a residency.Old graduate,low score in step 2,cs passed and now trying very hard to pass this step1.
Sometimes I think that I am idiot and maybe I really can not face it. that I am not able to comprehent all this material.I have difficulties with my study and am starting to freak out lately because I have just 2 more months to my exam.
Also I talked to some of my friends that got a residency and some of them are very,very unhappy because of different reasons..
I am asking myself very onest now,do I really want to ruin what left of my life like that or I should just take my step 1 exam and let it go...
Hard decission to take,it is very painful for me to take one road or another.
I will be happy if you guys will give me some imputs at my life and career dilema.
As I can see in the matching and residency forum,it is almost impossible for one like me to get a residency.Old graduate,low score in step 2,cs passed and now trying very hard to pass this step1.
Sometimes I think that I am idiot and maybe I really can not face it. that I am not able to comprehent all this material.I have difficulties with my study and am starting to freak out lately because I have just 2 more months to my exam.
Also I talked to some of my friends that got a residency and some of them are very,very unhappy because of different reasons..
I am asking myself very onest now,do I really want to ruin what left of my life like that or I should just take my step 1 exam and let it go...
Hard decission to take,it is very painful for me to take one road or another.
I will be happy if you guys will give me some imputs at my life and career dilema.