09-26-2008, 07:50 PM
I'm just tired, this is so silly, why did I torture myself for one year trying to study, I got great scores, among the highest anyone could wish for (99/99), passed CS in my first attempt and got 2 observership opportunities at some of the best university hospitals there are only to get to this...22 days in a row waiting, I've received one IV invitation (for next tuesday) and one rejection and I know people with the same Visa needs who have 3, 4 and there's even a guy I personally know with 10...Yes 10 IV invitations so far, with the same scores I have and less clinical experience. I'm trying to be positive but I'm tired of this, it's masochistic to be checking the forum every time I get the chance only to be more discouraged every time I see that the hospital I applied to already sent IV invitations and of course, I'm not among the not so few select ones, I'll stick to checking my email and putting all my efforts in this coming interview, I hope you all fulfill your dreams and I whope we can look back at this in a few months and say: Man, this s#!t almost drove me crazy, now comes the best part...PGY1! Now my pockets are as empty as my optimism and I feel more frustrated than ever, I need to be as positive as I can and hope for the best.
Good luck to all, being here was useful and I thank all the people who helped in one way or another if you need anything fromme contact me via email.
See you at the hospital (maybe, who knows where will all of us end up).
Good luck to all, being here was useful and I thank all the people who helped in one way or another if you need anything fromme contact me via email.
See you at the hospital (maybe, who knows where will all of us end up).