10-06-2010, 09:40 AM
2nd time,
first time I took it I got a 73% figured if I work on my CCS (which I screwed 5 cases of) I'd be all set and took it a couple of weeks later after massive concentration on CCS, this time I did worse, I don't know how that is possible when I had all ccs cases down and received the same performance as the first time even though I diagnosed and properly treated 8 our of 9 cases, plus was on propnaolol so I wouldn't be having the same panic attacks I had the first go.. I have screwed my application beyond recognition, I have received some of the worse rejections letters and if you can imagine the emotional and financial strain.. God how does one go on living after this? I have attempts now on every step with the exception of CS and one coordinator plain flat told me and I quote:
''If you want complete honesty, here it is. The likelihood of you getting an interview invitation anywhere, is slim to nil. You don't come across strong on paper.''
I am so despondent
first time I took it I got a 73% figured if I work on my CCS (which I screwed 5 cases of) I'd be all set and took it a couple of weeks later after massive concentration on CCS, this time I did worse, I don't know how that is possible when I had all ccs cases down and received the same performance as the first time even though I diagnosed and properly treated 8 our of 9 cases, plus was on propnaolol so I wouldn't be having the same panic attacks I had the first go.. I have screwed my application beyond recognition, I have received some of the worse rejections letters and if you can imagine the emotional and financial strain.. God how does one go on living after this? I have attempts now on every step with the exception of CS and one coordinator plain flat told me and I quote:
''If you want complete honesty, here it is. The likelihood of you getting an interview invitation anywhere, is slim to nil. You don't come across strong on paper.''
I am so despondent