@serene1983
From your forum ID and close inspection of what you have written; following assumptions can be made
1) you were born in 1983, so you are around 28 completed
2) you accept the question being stupid, So you have a VERY GOOD insight, at least
at present
3) you wrote "going through OCD phase" so the OCD appears episodic in nature.
So it is safe to presume it is OCD with compulsive checking (Did I get the number correct? is My source correct? and that you have not mentioned any distressing sexual/ abuce to god type obsessions) type, relatively late onset (Hoping it has started recently), and associated with a good insight. Since you did not repost in the thread within short time, I can assume the obsessions are not very strong and can be controlled to certain extent without compulsive act of checking..
Congrats..these are all signs of OCD with good prognosis. You are among those less than 40% patients with OCD who can expect a very good recovery.
I wrote all this to delay responce to your query..the behavioral treatment in OCD.
and yes...we all have got the numbers from NRMP site only. None of us were given any such numbers during our IVs.